Happy Thanksgiving!

 Cameron got the drumstick lol I love this picture

 Me and Jason

 Jordon eating a roll lol thats all he ate haha

 Max got a drumstick lol

 Max waiting for his Thanksgiving

 Giving thanks. Yes Cameron is crying cause him and Kayden were fighting. Go figure!!!

My pies I made I forgot to take a picture of the Turkey. This was my first Thanksgiving that I cooked all by myself and it was a sucess:)

Halloween Party/Parade/Birthday Party

 Cameron's 1st grade class on Halloween

 Cameron and Mrs. Burk

 Cameron doing the Halloween craft which I was in charge of :)

 Cameron decorating a cookie

 Cameron playing a game

 Jordon eating Cameron's cookie he made because Cameron does not like sweets (crazy child lol)

 My niece Morgan at the parade as a  monster high girl

 Kayden would not dress up he says he is to old. this is what is teacher made him wear lol

 Kaydens teacher the pirate Miss Foster

 Cameron as Thor

 Mrs Burk a nerd

 Jason and Jordon

 Jordon at his preschool parade as Iron man

 So cute

 My nephew Logan as batman

 The super hero family

 Cameron's 7th Birthday he wanted a Halloween costume party

 Blowing out the candles

Baby Allie

 This picture is Allie after our scare

 These pictures are from earlier that day

These are some of the pictures we have of our precious little angel,
About three weeks ago we found out we were having a girl and we are so thrilled.. Later that night about 5 I felt this gush which I thought I peed  my pants. So I went to the bathroom to change and there was just so much blood I started to panic and called my mom in to the bathroom.  she was like you need to get to the er. So me and Jason rushed to timp hospital. (which I dislike this hospital) My Dr is in sandy so I should have went to Jordan Valley hospital but I just was like in freaking mode.  We went to timp and got checked in and they drew some blood and then did a ultrasound which took a while measuring and watching stuff and I was contracting so they were measuring those. So we were just enjoying watching our baby move around and kick and yawn its so precious to watch them. So we got back to my room and waited for the news. The Dr came in and soon as he came in I knew it was bad. I just got that Erie feeling. He told us that I am having a placenta abruption and they were watching the placenta peel away and I was gonna loose the baby tonight.   I will just need to go home and pass the baby. We were so devastated we just saw her moving around it cant be.
I just felt so helpless. So we went home. And this happened on a Thursday so Fridays I called my ob Dr Tanner and he was not in that day so I had to wait till Monday to go in and i just had to be on bed rest. Let me tell ya that was the longest weekend wondering if she was still alive or not.
 So Monday came and we went in and they listened for the heart beat  with the Doppler  they couldn't find the heart beat and me and Jason heart just sank. So they did a ultrasound and they found it. What a relief and she was still moving around.  My Dr said that's its a small abrubtion and its has stopped tearing so right now its like 50% chance to survive and I will be on bed rest the whole pregnancy I am 18 weeks now so 22 more weeks to go lol . But this experience has totally changed my mind on things. I'm so blessed and sometimes I forget all the blessings we have.
 I have a hard time to look at the good I always look at the bad and how we are so picked on and that my heavenly father doesn't love me. But he does I know he does I just need to remember what we have. we have 3 beautiful boys they are healthy and I love the so much and I have the most amazing husband. He does so much for us. My friend Kristina gave me one of the talks from conference it was called forget me not or something like that I recommend u read it if you haven't. it really puts things in perspective. And I just want to thank everyone for your help and your prayers they have helped alot. I love you all.

Pumpkin carving time:)

 This was Cameron pumpkin that Jason carved. So awesome!

 Cameron pumpkin the ghost was mine the spider was Jordon's Tsa is Kayden

 All of our pumpkins

 Me carving on bed rest

 Pumpkin guts

 Kayden geting down and dirty

 Cameron cleaning the guts out of his

Look at Jason with this knife talk about scary lol I didn't get any pic of Jordon because it was gonna make him throw up looking if he had to touch it lol

The Utah Hogle Zoo!

We went to the zoo for Labor Day weekend. It was pretty Awesome my favorite are the elephants :) the baby was so cute.